Exercises & Food for the Day...10:04 PM 3/14/2010
You may have noticed no blog for a few days, i have been feeling poorly and am in kinda fuck it mood.
am trying to get out of it, and have come to realize that of all friends lisa and i have had we have to who try to visit and do more then all rest we have,
Thank you Tiny and Heath and your boys, sorry i was sleeping today when you called to visit but am fighting this infection again.
it does make me deeply sad, that rest of friends are always too busy, but is life yes? so i send love to them and hope they will be healthy and happy and never know how it feels to be where I am. I am very blessed to have the love of Lisa she is my light and joy and she has not abandoned me during my time of brokenness.
i will heal and be whole again someday, and I shall truly treat and love her as the goddess I know she is.
but i will try to get better with food diary again but like i said i am who gives a fuck mood, when i realized the amount of people who give a fuck about me is very small compared to what i thought and felt it once was. if you feel slighted and hurt by reading this anyone sorry i am not saying to hurt but because how i feel and I hurt.
a list of sugars since 1st month:
march 1st draw 2nd draw
3/1/2010 230 260
3/2/2010 220 266
3/3/2010 250 236
3/4/2010 220 229
3/5/2010 215 172
3/6/2010 245 219
3/7/2010 218 240
3/8/2019 233 337
3/9/2010 273 269
3/10/2010 206 249
3/11/2010 239
3/12/2010 313 321
3/13/2010 272 280
14-Mar 332 346
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