Friday, February 5, 2010

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/5/2010

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/5/2010
3 set(s) exercises
sat flat footed 3 hrs

breakfast: 5cps lettuce, 1/2 tomato, 1/4 cuc, 8tbs ranch
6oz steak w 1oz shrooms

Lunch: finished salad

dinner: 32oz salmon

snack: 8oz sugar free canned pears

Fasting Sugar: 305

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/4/2010

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/4/2010
6 set(s) exercises
sat flat footed 2 hrs

breakfast: 8oz burger

Lunch: 10oz burger

dinner: 6oz steak, 4cp lettuce, 1/2 tomato, 1oz shrooms? 8tbs ranch

snack: dunno prolly nuffin

Fasting Sugar: 275

Affirmation: * Learn

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Spinning spinning

Spinning spinning out of control
thoughts get lost thought that flow
where oh where did it go, the light the laughter the flow.
grandmother moon i call to you, bring me healing and knowledge ancient and true.
mother earth let your healing and growth flow, heal me and my mind, bring back strength of limb.
dragons bright and strong,bring me the power and healing to bring back this broke body and spirit, let me walk and laugh and dance again.
to feel my bare feet on mother, to dance under grandmother moon's soft gray smile. the dragon energy filling me, making me the bratt prince we all know me to be.

bring me back,better brighter stronger and heal my pains, my sorrow and swallow my darkness.

dance in an angel's embrace as i feel her smile that is only for me.

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/3/2010

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/3/2010
1 set(s) exercises
sat flat footed 5 or 6 hrs

breakfast: 4 2oz burger balls

Lunch: 3 chicken thighs, 2cp tomato shroom sauce

dinner: 2cp ground burger, 1 tomato, 3cps lettuce, 10 black olives, 1/4cp pinto bean. ie taco salad LOL

snack: ?

Fasting Sugar: 255

Affirmation: * slow and steady will get me there

darkness again

the family is fine and enjoy them
the space around us is empty
the area of my heart and soul getting darker
few and far between
distance grows, hearts grow distant
pain deepens, wonder when it finally dies out.
laughter and jeers, the voices yell
joke, forgotten and lost
the ones still here
the ones you remember, the memories burn like a hot texas sun, the pain of the memories grows and swells like a sunburn, it will fade and peel
someday to escape prison to walk in the sun
to laugh and share
but when and where and at times we wonder who
time flows the world passes
a frogs ass is water tight, he binds his heart and soul and strives to let go.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/2/2010

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/2/2010
3 set(s) exercises
sat flat footed 5 hrs

breakfast: 4 chicken thighs, tomatoes w shrooms

snack: 4oz ham, 2 slices american cheese, 3tbs djion mustard

dinner: 10oz burger, 2 slices cheese

Fasting Sugar: 270

Affirmation: * no affirmation today.
just tired but fighting and moving on. feeling that profound need for human contact other then family and health people.
no relief in sight.

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/1/2010

Exercises & Food for the Day...2/1/2010
1 set(s) exercises
sat flat footed 3 hrs

breakfast: 12oz beef with 1/4cp rice

Lunch: 1cp salad

dinner: 3 chicken thighs, 1cp tomatoes n mushrooms (barfed all up when got stuck in throat)

snack: 3 chicken thighs, 1cp tomatoes n mushrooms

Fasting Sugar: 240

Affirmation: * I CAN DO IT!